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specialksmymuse
sad, again
 NaNoWriMo isn't going well.  I fell behind by 3 days because of surgery and I tried to make up the 5000-6000 words I needed, but in the middle of it, I showed some to Amber and she made a comment and it turned into one of our lovely arguments and now I don't think I am going to do it.  

It's stupid, but as much as I love the girl, she rubs me wrong a lot of the time.  I think I am just going to change my story completly and attempt it.  I don't know.  I am not a writer and I feel mentally incapable of this challenge even though I want to do it for myself.  I have not written anything for a reason in a while and I need a reason because then I feel like I can write every day, but since I am thinking about not doing it, what does it matter?

I don't know, honestly.  I guess I just wanted encouragement, not criticism at this point.  There isn't time for me to take the criticism at this point - maybe in December if I had decided to fine tune the stupid p.o.s.  

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