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specialksmymuse
specialksmymuse
just stop
 i am thinking about quitting nanowrimo and it isnt even november.  it isnt a matter of time or anything, it is just a matter of my feelings. 
things tonight just havent been peachy and i dont know how to deal anymore.  i was doing so amazingly well and then crashed.  crying until you vomit is disgusting and painful.  i dont reccomend it to anyone.  i want to cut ever ounce of me that resembles my mother out with a straight razor and leave it for the buzzards.  vile and disgusting.  

i hurt.  all over.  im trying to breathe but it feels so foreign.  i need out of here. 

Current Mood: sad sad
Current Music: Placebo "20th Century Boy"

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From: warlock_witch Date: October 30th, 2007 03:21 am (UTC) (Link)
Dear Specialksmymuse

Hi, talking sometimes helps, even though I don't understand completely. I sincerely and honestly hope that you feel okay. Take care and best wishes !
specialksmymuse From: specialksmymuse Date: November 11th, 2007 06:56 pm (UTC) (Link)
Thanks.
I am ok now, but the sincere comment you made is highly apperciated.
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