things tonight just havent been peachy and i dont know how to deal anymore. i was doing so amazingly well and then crashed. crying until you vomit is disgusting and painful. i dont reccomend it to anyone. i want to cut ever ounce of me that resembles my mother out with a straight razor and leave it for the buzzards. vile and disgusting.
i hurt. all over. im trying to breathe but it feels so foreign. i need out of here.
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Placebo "20th Century Boy"